Analysis to my falling in love feelings

I feel paint because she is not falling in love of me  ->obviously since the beginning,but I knew about it,  is mean that  she broke my hopes, I don’t care nothing more than fix this feeling jajaja

It mean that I feel bad because I knew,  my-self said me something like: " I told you".

but is not the worse maybe because I could not do nothing, or perhaps because I did nothing or because I will never  do nothing

Its because I don’t have  a love, it’s mean that I by  a long time I   have not had any love, and this feeling maybe would be a great, it was not.

And I feel bad because one part of me wanna fight  for this girl, but it have sense?
you know the answer  NO.

Or because is normal feel bad when you have a unrequited love